Today is Day 8 of my decision to get rid of the heaviness of my life – the extra 20-30 pounds that I have been carrying around with me now for 5 years. I have been walking, and running every day,(even went out dancing – have not felt like doing that in a LONG LONG time) and most importantly – with the help of Mike, I am eating well. Because of the good food and vitamins – my cravings for the junk have diminished. Friday I had another session with Michael Hunt – Hypnotherapist – because I have decided I really want to dissolve the blocks that I have about WHY I don’t have the self image that I desire. When I get rid of the blocks and start thinking of myself in the absolute highest regard, then weight management will become so much easier. Paying attention to this and feeling the emotions of the pain of this has helped me to get clearer and clearer to what is really going on. I am waking up to the actions and thoughts that have held me back.
I am a bit tired mentally and physically from the changes - and really need to just take time for all the personal growth to process. Want to know the most amazing part??? It is appearing that the more focused I get on ME, my needs, what I need to celebrate, how to make myself healthier and stronger– the easier my business has been for me, the smoother my relationships are and the deeper my understanding and compassion is becoming for others. There seems to me MORE “time†to enjoy the little things in life – and there is an ease to the days that is very real.
What’s great is that none of this is NEW – I know it – but it is actually living it daily that has been exciting– practicing the principles of my own spiritual beliefs, along with movies like “THE SECRET†and books written by Wayne Dyer and Aman Motwane. This peace comes with clarity of my vision for my life and the knowing that the time to live life is NOW – nope, not tomorrow – not 2 or 5 years from now, or when I retire – but NOW.







Yesterday I grabbed for a cold piece of chicken in the refrigerator instead of Ice Cream!!  The day was off to a good start and then it was time for exercise after dinner.  I was tired, muscles sore – so I reached for a can of frosting – once scoop, two scoops….then I came here to the blog and read my own words – words of “I have had enough†…and I hesitantly put on my running shoes. At the beach, winds were 20mph and the rain was ripping sideways into my eyes…it was almost dark and I could not really see very well – I kept going though – determined to make it to the pier which was the 7 mile trip –home and back. I started counting – running 100 steps, walking 100 steps, running 100 steps, walking 100 steps. And on and on..when I got to my ½ way point – where I lay down on a cement foot wall to do 200 sit-ups – tears came to my eyes (through the rain, yes) – I had this sense of “the ROCKY dance†in my blood – I thought to myself – I am going to rid this 20-30 pounds- no one else was going to do it for me – and I tried everything else dozens of times. THIS time I am taking it to the end! When I arrived back home – Mike said – I am proud of you —and believe or not – Out of my mouth, I said in a NOT VERY MINDFUL VOICE “I don’t know if it is worth itâ€Â What? Where was that kind of talk going to get me???
This simple 108 page amazing book, Yes, YOU Can Change the World, by Aman Motwane is a quick read for a lazy Sunday afternoon. And it may even change your life. Yes the parables are beautiful, the stories make you laugh and cry and remember and want to forget. In creates a map to forgiveness – but most importantly the main theme is that in order to change the world, you have to change YOUR world first . In order to change YOUR world – you must begin the change with YOU. Aman Motwane outlines three simple perspectives of which are explained well and easily implemented – with practice. He even offers a 21 day challenge to get started.To save time – I have summed up the three perspectives as I understood them;
Now living in retirement in California, Nancy is very involved with her campaign to teach children to “
